Friendships schmendships

Frindships annoy the livin daylites outa me. <- so spellingly correct, muhahaha. Maybe it's the lack there of, but I'm gonna puff out on it anyhows. There's a saying thatgoes something like that. "Making friends is easy, keeping them is hard", thats only half true. Making friends is HARD, loosing them is easy. When you're a kid, its easy, but then when you reach a certain level of age, it becomes really hard, nearly impossible. Then the only way to make them, is being somewhere secluded from people, or if you go through soething horrible, then you have a bond with the people who went through it with you, and a bond can build up into a friendship. But most people are stuck in their own world, they have friends and don't want an more. Try asking some1 you'd like to become friends with to do something, like going to see a movie, chances are they are really busy. Now lets talk a litle bit about losing friends, now that is the easy part. It can happen right under your nose, "friend today, foe tomorrow". That sometimes happens, but most of the time your friends become just people you know, you talk to then if you meet them, they might even call you, or even once in a while, you visit oneanother. The nicer once remember your birthday, and when you talk they remember where you work. But others, even people you consider friends, all of a sudden you realize they dont know you, and they kinda dont care very much. At least they dont act like they care. Phone-conversations will be like " Me me me me me me me me me me me, hey how are you? (you start a litle you you) oh hey I gotta go I'm really busy." If you call it will be like, "oh hi its you, you know what, I cant talk now, can I call you? (you're like ok, wait, and they never call) I guess its a subtle hint, "I dont wanna know you anymore, bye." I hate this misguieded niceness. I know it just that these people are just avoiding, making themselves feel bad. If they can do this long enough until you lose your patience, and tell them you're fed up with them and end the friendship, then you're the bad guy and they can feel cood about themselves. But my problem is, that I cant just hang in thin air like this, so I'll probobly always be the bad guy, the one who gives up and ends friendships, if only I can find the bravery inside to do it. Puff.