Those lucky muslim women

I'm gonna fight for the use of Burka in the western society. I dont think muslim women in Iraq and Afganistan should have all the luck. They dont have to worry about bad hair day, or bad skin day, and they never have to put make-up on just cause they're going out of the house. I wish I was allowed to wear it, the I could walk among ppl and they couldnt tell ho u**y my face is. I think every woman should have at least one. Another thing I want to fight for is global warming and greenhouse effect. I'M ALL FOR IT!!! Cold weather should be made illegal!

Too old for R Kelly, too young for Aston Kutcher.

I'm at a really veird age, I'm not a girl, not yet a woman. Hey where did that come from? Things are bad when you take quotations from Britney Spears, it hasn't gotten to GW Bush , but at this rate it will be soon. Now what age is this you might say (if there were some1 reading this crap, but if you don't got friends, make 'em up). I'm somewhere between 16 and 36. Mentally 5, physically 55, so 30? nah, age is only a number, pick one you like and stick with the lie, become the lie. Next month I will hold seminars on how to lie on your job application and to your family. Self esteem is another thing I dont understand. Why is it the same with it as with money. Some have all others have none. And why isn't there a pill for the once who lack it. I think the reason being, most labs are ruled by evil selfish ppl, who dont like ppl who dont think of themselves as ugly. Then they're in luck with me. Maybe my self esteem is not low, maybe I'm just realistic. All I know is that me and the mirror are not on speaking terms. Well I'm outy now. bye.

a litle word-entry

why do both annoy and joy have oy in'em? Now in my mind "oy" is something yucky or something unplesent like oyoyoy. So I understand why annoy has tho oy-factor, but where is the oy-factor in joy? I thought joy was nice. Words are funny like that. Manslaughter is another one. Add S to laughter and you have something worse. Add a man ( not a woman, cause they don't do bad things like that ) and you have somethin ten times worse. funny funny words.

Friendships schmendships

Frindships annoy the livin daylites outa me. <- so spellingly correct, muhahaha. Maybe it's the lack there of, but I'm gonna puff out on it anyhows. There's a saying thatgoes something like that. "Making friends is easy, keeping them is hard", thats only half true. Making friends is HARD, loosing them is easy. When you're a kid, its easy, but then when you reach a certain level of age, it becomes really hard, nearly impossible. Then the only way to make them, is being somewhere secluded from people, or if you go through soething horrible, then you have a bond with the people who went through it with you, and a bond can build up into a friendship. But most people are stuck in their own world, they have friends and don't want an more. Try asking some1 you'd like to become friends with to do something, like going to see a movie, chances are they are really busy. Now lets talk a litle bit about losing friends, now that is the easy part. It can happen right under your nose, "friend today, foe tomorrow". That sometimes happens, but most of the time your friends become just people you know, you talk to then if you meet them, they might even call you, or even once in a while, you visit oneanother. The nicer once remember your birthday, and when you talk they remember where you work. But others, even people you consider friends, all of a sudden you realize they dont know you, and they kinda dont care very much. At least they dont act like they care. Phone-conversations will be like " Me me me me me me me me me me me, hey how are you? (you start a litle you you) oh hey I gotta go I'm really busy." If you call it will be like, "oh hi its you, you know what, I cant talk now, can I call you? (you're like ok, wait, and they never call) I guess its a subtle hint, "I dont wanna know you anymore, bye." I hate this misguieded niceness. I know it just that these people are just avoiding, making themselves feel bad. If they can do this long enough until you lose your patience, and tell them you're fed up with them and end the friendship, then you're the bad guy and they can feel cood about themselves. But my problem is, that I cant just hang in thin air like this, so I'll probobly always be the bad guy, the one who gives up and ends friendships, if only I can find the bravery inside to do it. Puff.

Being a woman

You know I've thought about it, being a woman SUCKS. And now I'm not talking about the bodily functions of the female version of Homo Sapiens. I'm talking about being a woman in the society of today. You're supposed to look like a supermodel, if you don't you're supposed to do everything you can to come close to it. You should wan't to be really educated and spend so much time on it, cause then you can get a great career and nice friends and also you can choose from many men, but don't get paid more than your husband, cause that might make him feel insecure. Clothes are expensive, you cant wear the same dress twice among the same crowd, and you have to hope to god that no1 else is wearing the same outfit. Men can just wear suits. The worst of it all it being a teenage girl or young adult. Then you have to wear pretty clothes, weather should not affect your choice, hair has to be perfect, skin without blemishes, voice should be easy on the ear, interest should include workout, and something constructive. Most of all; Do not have your own opinion!
And to make sure you abide by these rules everywhere you go music, TV and magazines send you these messages, so over time you make these rediculess rules your own. In music, movies and TV shows, women are referred to, by men as bitches, babes and etc. Females are usually there to smile and be pretty. From magazines we get; "How to please your man, Six more ways to get bigger boobs, flatter tummy, better hair, clearer skin and etc." But the thing that bothers me the most is when women use this injustice for their advantidge. The most common one is like "oh sorry officer I just didn't realize I was going to fast", "I can't change this tire cause I'm wearing heels" "oh wow I'm just totally lost". This is something I think every woman has used at least once for her advantage, I know I have. But it's damaging to the cause, so we should stop it. The thing I hate the most is, "oh you should vote for me cause I'm a woman and there aren't that many in congress", "I didn't get the job due to sexual discrimination". This kind of nagging is the worst thing for women.
What I find interesting, is that there are many more men that undergo sex-change opperation to become women. Cause it's just so darn WONDERFUL to be a woman. It's been said that the most painful cut these men experience in the paycut.

Fashion

I get so annoyed by fashion. Who desides what's in? Wouldn't that just be the coolest job? To sit somewhere in an office and make a calendar, "in 2005 everybody who wants to be in, should wear green clothes, with yellow letters, in 2006 everybody should wear shorts and kneehigh socks together with big knitted scarfs." And if this is the case, WHAT WERE THEY THINKING IN THE 8O's? What bothers me the most is when there are signs up in stores that say really cool tops, like just because there's a sign, it makes the tops better. Or the idiot test most high-fahion designers have in their stores, the HORRIBLE clothes they put their logo's on. I'm sure there's a hidden camera somwhere, and they all come together and have a good laught when some idiot with more mony than fashion-sence, comes in and tries it on. I'm sure they never ment for any1 to ever buy it.

As for the color on my site, PINK in the color, October is the month. Breast-cancer awareness month!

Number one - numero uno

Welcome, welcome, welcome.
Well there's no1 reading this but me, but hey, I count too! Why am I writing? Do I have something to say? Well you know, I' writing cause I'm in class and I'm not in the mood to take notes, this way it looks like I'm doing something. Like most ppl I have something to say, I rarely get to say it, nobody knows about this site but me, so I can say anything I want, and I dont have to worry about any1 reading it. I'm not enjoying life! Now misery is a known sorce of insperation. So I desided maybe if I keep writing when life brings me down, one day I'll be as famous as Hemmingway. (not likely, but a girl can dream) What's going on, presidential elections in the states, I dunno who will win, I'm kinda hoping for an alien to step in and save it all. Maybe Brad Pitt should run or George Clooney? I dont think they could be any worse than Bush, but I don't think Kerry would be any better. What has this world come to. How many ppl think they will "surpricingly" find Bin Laden in late October or early November, jus b4 the elections? Iraq is in the madhouse. A person I met the other day said the only way things will become better is if Americans move over to Afganistan and Iraq, then over a course of 2-300 years they will be good places to live in. Like Australia, or India.